So Todays story

Ok so i'm currently inlove with this kid who prolly has every idea in the world that i like him but still he gives me 2 sec. and thats about it and it kills me. though its partially my fault because i am the most outgoing person in the world until it comes down to him lol isn't that retarded. well today i walked and talked with him in the hallway and it was cool though i couldnt even begin to tell you wat we talked about whichis funny cause i could have sworn i started the conversation for once but its whatever i just remember him saying hi and me saying my good bye as i cheesed all the way to my classroomo grabbing my friend and hugging her while claiming him as my man lol i know so typical behind his back i can say anything but in front of his face my mouth is only used to smile :) idk what to do , what to say when i'm aroung him ...How Do I Change That???
well ..... idk